Let’s get straight to the point. As I sat, wondering how I wanted
to present my first blog to the world... I seriously thought about how honest I
wanted to be. I knew my first readers would probably be my friends and
family, so I felt some obligation to write “politically correct" and
“pageant proper" posts. Yet, I wanted my blogs to reach people in a deeper
way.
In order to do that, I decided to be unapologetic-ally honest. Why
is it scary to simply just tell the truth? It is because we are afraid of others
opinions. The thought of being judged seems so terrible that it causes us to
mask our truth and live with worthless facades. I remember my mother once
said “when you lose the care of what others think, then you will truly be
free”. I loved hearing that because FREEDOM has always been such a big deal to
me. I hate constraints and overbearing structure because I am such a creative
being. So at the ripe young age of 23, I have started a blog dedicated to honesty. Why? Because
honesty is what the world needs. How can I uplift and inspire without
total honesty? My first blog post is an introduction, but I cannot wait to
share more posts that really shock you with transparency.
I was raised in the church and I can’t remember a time my family
and I were not involved in some church event or having religious dialogue in
our home. I was not allowed to listen to secular music and all of my friends
were very similar in our extremely conservative upbringings. I was the girl who
was so convicted and moved by Christ and his sacrifice that when I finally went
to public school, I told at least one person about Christ every day. My goal
was to lead people to heaven and share God's love. When I entered high school,
I was called "the Holy-Ghost Girl", "Holy Gabby",
"Gospel Gabby", and plenty of other churchy names. I was so proud to
represent God and show that it wasn’t to terrible to live for him. He
truly blessed me, because I was the class president every year, on homecoming
court, made great friends, and can still share amazing testimonies from that
time period in my life.
Now as a college graduate looking back, I am the same girl... just
wrapped in a different package. I try to live a life that is an example of love
rather than preach it onto deaf ears. I have found that being a living
word is sometimes more effective because the world sees your life before they
give you a chance to hear about it. I know I’m not perfect but I am able to
point to a Jesus who is and who loves in such a way I can’t imagine life
without him. I want others to experience him. With that being said, my
blog will be about many things. My life, music, fashion, current events, but
the constant theme will be Christ and his unfailing love. I hope you read
something along the way that encourages you and ultimately makes you experience
Christ's love in a much greater way. With lots of truth and blatantly honest
opinions, HERE I GAB AGAIN!
Love,
Gabby
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